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It’s never exactly how you think,
planning to fly - you fucking sink.
Easy ain’t interesting, but I’ve had enough,
time to recover, it’s gonna be rough.
Jul 22, 2014 / 1 note

It’s never exactly how you think,

planning to fly - you fucking sink.

Easy ain’t interesting, but I’ve had enough,

time to recover, it’s gonna be rough.

I’ll be annoying and bitchy if I need to.
The things that piss you off in others are usually what you hate the most in yourself. No need to beg for anyone’s acceptance. Shit’s real, it runs fast.
Jul 21, 2014

I’ll be annoying and bitchy if I need to.

The things that piss you off in others are usually what you hate the most in yourself. No need to beg for anyone’s acceptance. Shit’s real, it runs fast.

IT’S JUST WRONG.
Jul 20, 2014

IT’S JUST WRONG.

I couldn’t read the messages I sent yesterday. Deactivated my fb account for a bit. I begin to think this internet thing does not add happiness to my life AT ALL. I really gotta get in peace.

So I was walking home from a night out, alone, again. Streets were incredibly empty, I was strolling in the very middle of them, on the white line, just in case there was a rapist creeping somewhere around. A few cars pass, “I’m an inch away from being a total tramp” I think and try to stop another taxi while listening to Beyonce. Yep, queen B, I’ve been drinkin I’ve been drinkin. I can feel the money I put in my bra, so clever I can’t even. A taxi full of people stops and gives me a free ride home, not that there’s a huge distance left.

Full-time nobody. Can we please skip the part where I self-destruct and jump straight to the happily ever after?
Is it ever even gonna happen for homegirl though.
Jul 14, 2014 / 3 notes

I couldn’t read the messages I sent yesterday. Deactivated my fb account for a bit. I begin to think this internet thing does not add happiness to my life AT ALL. I really gotta get in peace.

So I was walking home from a night out, alone, again. Streets were incredibly empty, I was strolling in the very middle of them, on the white line, just in case there was a rapist creeping somewhere around.
A few cars pass, “I’m an inch away from being a total tramp” I think and try to stop another taxi while listening to Beyonce. Yep, queen B, I’ve been drinkin I’ve been drinkin. I can feel the money I put in my bra, so clever I can’t even. A taxi full of people stops and gives me a free ride home, not that there’s a huge distance left.

Full-time nobody. Can we please skip the part where I self-destruct and jump straight to the happily ever after?

Is it ever even gonna happen for homegirl though.

93% or more, that’s how much I’ve gotta get on my entrance exam. Dude, that’s impossible.
Currently: melancholic, dependent, unhopeful, lonely, horny, hungry, sleepy, scared and…perhaps ready to stop all this shite, gonna fight my scumbag pussy genes
Jun 30, 2014

93% or more, that’s how much I’ve gotta get on my entrance exam. Dude, that’s impossible.

Currently: melancholic, dependent, unhopeful, lonely, horny, hungry, sleepy, scared and…perhaps ready to stop all this shite, gonna fight my scumbag pussy genes

I FEEL FUCKING WEIRD.
WHAT IS THIS SHIT?
WHO IS THIS PERSON?
OH MY GOD I’M TURNING INTO A HUMAN, DISGUSTED WITH ONESELF, BUT SELF-LOVING. NO SUICIDAL SELF-HATRED DETECTED.
how do I keep this up? should I keep this up? will it go away once I’m off the meds? who the (sane) fuck would want to marry me? or have my kids? oh my god oh my god oh my god#smokingpriests
Jun 23, 2014

I FEEL FUCKING WEIRD.

WHAT IS THIS SHIT?

WHO IS THIS PERSON?

OH MY GOD I’M TURNING INTO A HUMAN, DISGUSTED WITH ONESELF, BUT SELF-LOVING. NO SUICIDAL SELF-HATRED DETECTED.

how do I keep this up? should I keep this up? will it go away once I’m off the meds? who the (sane) fuck would want to marry me? or have my kids? oh my god oh my god oh my god
#smokingpriests

It seems there’s a pattern here: I get a physical wound once I get rid of some unpleasant memory. Now, my knee is pulsing, it hurts to walk a bit, but I have to admit this sort of pain is somehow satisfying. I don’t want to worry there’ll be a huge scar all over it, cuz it’ll be my scar and I love it already. This feels weird. Am I blocking feelings or am I just over the goddamn guilt? I’m not afraid to express love, I get on with my folks, I don’t hate myself or think I ought to please everyone. A little risky thing over here is liquor. I took a nap on my building’s stairway, literally on the stairs. Woke up on my own, haven’t lost anything, so that’s good. Googling AA and problem drinking sites. I sure don’t want to drink often, but when I start, I see it as an opportunity to free my Ego from my timid ID (#psychology). So, obviously, there’s a problem here. Gotta introduce them homies to each other and make ‘em collaborate. Peace.
Jun 22, 2014 / 1 note

It seems there’s a pattern here: I get a physical wound once I get rid of some unpleasant memory. Now, my knee is pulsing, it hurts to walk a bit, but I have to admit this sort of pain is somehow satisfying. I don’t want to worry there’ll be a huge scar all over it, cuz it’ll be my scar and I love it already. This feels weird. Am I blocking feelings or am I just over the goddamn guilt? I’m not afraid to express love, I get on with my folks, I don’t hate myself or think I ought to please everyone. A little risky thing over here is liquor. I took a nap on my building’s stairway, literally on the stairs. Woke up on my own, haven’t lost anything, so that’s good. Googling AA and problem drinking sites. I sure don’t want to drink often, but when I start, I see it as an opportunity to free my Ego from my timid ID (#psychology). So, obviously, there’s a problem here. Gotta introduce them homies to each other and make ‘em collaborate. Peace.

This is totally so yesterday’s concept, but it still tickels sth in my throat:
‘Party girls can’t get hurt
Can’t feel anything, when will I learn?
I push it down, push it down’

Maybe, I’m finally realizing what life would work for me. But I tripped today, why the fuck? Inner me is riding through the mountains. I need peace from processing everything.

#FrenchFilm #blackandwhite #oldschool #immortal #man #hat #sia #chandelier #exhausted #dontdrivetoofast
Jun 16, 2014

This is totally so yesterday’s concept, but it still tickels sth in my throat:
‘Party girls can’t get hurt
Can’t feel anything, when will I learn?
I push it down, push it down’

Maybe, I’m finally realizing what life would work for me. But I tripped today, why the fuck? Inner me is riding through the mountains. I need peace from processing everything.

#FrenchFilm #blackandwhite #oldschool #immortal #man #hat #sia #chandelier #exhausted #dontdrivetoofast

theanxiouspauser:

Is photoshop for photos the same as make up for people? Cuz it damn does make it look so much more interesting. Giving a feeling or a thought. We see casual every day, why not allow something our minds can get stuck on?
13/06/2014 {Friday the 13th; full moon; magnetic sun storms}

doin’ it
Jun 14, 2014 / 2 notes

theanxiouspauser:

Is photoshop for photos the same as make up for people? Cuz it damn does make it look so much more interesting. Giving a feeling or a thought. We see casual every day, why not allow something our minds can get stuck on?

13/06/2014 {Friday the 13th; full moon; magnetic sun storms}

doin’ it

#women #pogo #oioioi #friday #hello
May 24, 2014

#women #pogo #oioioi #friday #hello

Not A Worker #face #illustration #drawing #woman #agenda #practisebitch #pencil
May 7, 2014

Not A Worker #face #illustration #drawing #woman #agenda #practisebitch #pencil

#cat #blackandwhite #black #white #illustration #drawing #suit #diamonds #SATC #quotes #pen #notebook 2 shrinks a day
Apr 1, 2014 / 3 notes

#cat #blackandwhite #black #white #illustration #drawing #suit #diamonds #SATC #quotes #pen #notebook 2 shrinks a day

#friday #fun #bestseller #illustration #perfect #idiocracy #emigration #students #drafts #pen #black #sparkle #uni #procrastination #learning #café #cappuccino #nomathsforme #bad #light #notebook #edinburgh
Mar 28, 2014

#friday #fun #bestseller #illustration #perfect #idiocracy #emigration #students #drafts #pen #black #sparkle #uni #procrastination #learning #café #cappuccino #nomathsforme #bad #light #notebook #edinburgh

#style #chronicles #orange #grey #black #spring #ootd #ootn #illustration #blackandwhite #ink #classics #vogue #elle #beauty #glamour #elleuk #takethatstylebloggers #inyourface #never #replaced #true #queen #colour #lol
Mar 27, 2014 / 7 notes

#style #chronicles #orange #grey #black #spring #ootd #ootn #illustration #blackandwhite #ink #classics #vogue #elle #beauty #glamour #elleuk #takethatstylebloggers #inyourface #never #replaced #true #queen #colour #lol

theimq:

Hello.
This is an imaginary movie quote nr. 1.Do enjoy.
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PROJECTS
Mar 20, 2014 / 3 notes

theimq:

Hello.

This is an imaginary movie quote nr. 1.
Do enjoy.

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PROJECTS